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Yup, I've snapped into a lengthy sub mode, which means I could probably be fucked for days and not begin to take the edge off of it. I pity the hubby when this happens. He has a decent libido, but when I get like this, it's rather as if I'm channeling all the sexual energy of 10 teenage boys.

I really would like a tag team at times like this, but alas, my friends are all vanilla enough that that would scare the bejeezus out of them.

Got all corseted up last night, my black corset (my favorite one), put on the heavy steel collar, (which is about 3" tall and locks with an allen wrench), threaded the chain of my nipple clamps through one of the attachment hooks on the collar, added a nice cushy gag that has a protuberance on it (I'd call it a penis, but it doesn't even remotely look like one, although I'm sure that's what it's supposed to simulate), which effectively keeps me muted, affixed the leather cuffs to the headboard, and let him take care of fastening them and the nipple clamps.

Nearly immobilized, he then had fun playing with my tits, making them jiggle and watching the clips pull at them, listening to me trying to moan around the gag, running his tongue over them and leaving love bites all over my body in my most sensitive areas, which made me squirm.

He removed the gag once to give me a good face fucking while I lay there, then strapped it back on before lubing up my tits and fucking them for good measure. The pressure of him pushing down against my sternum while thrusting between them while the cold chain of the nipple clips rattled away on top of them felt so incredibly good!  He came all over them, of course, and we had a brief clean-up session before he decided it was time to make me come.

He palmed my cunt and rubbed across my clit, outer labia (to some degree) and pelvic bone -- the combination of which usually brings me off in no short order, but my mind was drifting and I couldn't concentrate enough, so even though he gave it a wonderful effort, I was unable to get there.  I think maybe if we'd been webcasting it would have worked.  I find I like the idea of people getting off while watching me being rendered helpless or in this case, being made to get off.  I'd call it humiliation, but I don't find it humiliating at all.  Perhaps it just adds to the feeling of subby helplessness which I so enjoy.

I enjoy a good ass fuck every so often, usually about twice a year the mood will take me.  I've been in the mood for that now since this whole most recent subby streak hit me.  I've been begging to be ass fucked for weeks now, but he's not up for it.  He's a meanie.  Nothing makes me feel quite so subby as a nice hard cock pushing into me, fucking me hard into the mattress.

Anyway, to get back to the subject at hand, I slept in all that gear last night, which kept me in the mood but doesn't, unfortunately, let me sleep well.  So trussed up next to a master who is sleeping soundly with no one else to tag in for him is really frustrating.  Argh.  At least I got a little play this morning, and he said it was worth me sleeping like that just to be able to wake up and see me that way, so he did appreciate it, I just don't know if it was worth it from my perspective.

Still want to experiment with the sleepy play I talked about so long ago, but don't think this is the way for me to go about it.  I'll have to get used to sleeping trussed up again.  Luckily for us, we recently got a locking bedroom door, so I no longer need worry about the little ones tromping right on in.  That would be difficult to explain! :)

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